I’ve seen you in every bonfire since
that bonfire
which you missed.
It flickered in the valley
in a thousand sets of village eyes
while your eyes,
brown as roast chestnuts,
lost their last focus
on the red and white striped climbing rope
which lay beside you,
a discarded umbilical cord
amongst the rocky debris
and flattened alpine gentians.
The cliff stood gashed and stilled behind you
in the fading light.
A marmot’s whistle sliced the night,
a last salute to you who loved to spot them,
still as granite sentinels
rising from the alpine grass.
As first of August fireworks raced towards the stars,
shapeshifters, show offs,
the white-iced peak of Blumlisalp
hovered above you like a dove.
Your village waited,
a flaccid flag beside the bonfire ash.
I remember how we made a snake of sleds,
twelve of us, disciples of fun
and winter sun.
We slid and scraped along the frozen street
behind Dan’s old Opel wagon.
Above empty window boxes
heads gazed out, framed in sunburned wood,
eyes disapproving of all
that might not be allowed.
Your cheeks flushed pink
as mountain rhododendron
beneath your bright red zottlekappe,
your zipfelmutze,
(your thin woollen farmer’s beanie with the long tassel)
that whipped the falling snowflakes
as you grinned and swerved your body
right then left,
forcing the snake’s lower vertebrae
to swing wildly,
careering from kerb to kerb.
And old Herman Kunzi,
hip replaced Bergfuhrer
who thumbed his nose at electricity
and summer daylight savings
let out a snow-shaking-off-tweed-shoulders guffaw.
I remember how he looked at you
and winked
then ambled on, still chortling.
On a snow-lined street
“Heisse marroni heisse marroni!” they call
and fill a paper cone with fire-roasted chestnuts.
I hold it to my face
and the heat almost sears my cheeks.
